February 2011
i'm very tempted to cut off all my hair and dye it...
and i’m almost certain that nobody’s going to come to my house show with the radiance effect and that makes me very sad.
sigh.
January 2011
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stand true summer mission trip applications up... →
found this while sifting through my liked posts....
… it’s really awkward when you get a new follower and go and look on their blog and it’s full of vaginas and boobs.
… i am now scarred for life.
While walking with your friends...
… Cool boys and their friends
… Cool girls and their friends
… You and your friends
last weekend i went to the march for life in washington dc with stand true (the organization i went on tour with last summer, and plan to go on tour with again this summer). it was an amazing experience, yet at the same time i wish i hadn’t had to go. in a way i wish i never had met all the amazing people i have through stand true, i wish i didn’t go on tour and have the best summer...
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are you okay with today if tomorrow is the end?
i will never make it by myself. i will never...
but His grace is sufficient. his grace is sufficient. his grace is sufficient.
maybe if i say it enough times i will begin to believe it at the core of my being.
i’ve been having a hard time believing lately. i need a break from this mess in my head, i need a break from the lies that consume me. he is enough for me. i need a breakthrough.
[I said to you as you lay in your blood:...
it's been a long week.
and my bed is calling my name for a few hours.
long blog coming this weekend sometime.
i don't even know. [ a ridiculous amount of...
i’m so tiread and stressed and i don’t know what the hell i’m doing here. i don’t know why i came. everybody else is at this fancy dinner, but somebody forgot to put me on the list, send me an invitation, tell me about it, etc. so i’m at the fucking hotel, by myself, and i have to run the booth by myself for three fucking hours. and this damn lady keeps on coming up...
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i don't even know anymore.
my dad just yelled at me, and called a man i look up to greatly a heretic because i reposted something on facebook about how homosexuality shouldn’t be judged harsher than other sins.
oh, and my mom thinks i’m going to become a pagan drug addict slut because of my nose piercing.
let’s just say that my relationship with my parents isn’t the smoothest right now…
and...
i watched inception and the social network today.
as well as getting my room AND my car cleaned, acing a test, and getting back a project that i also got an A on.
bam.
i also realized that in the first four months of last year, i went to ten shows. this year i have two currently on my list [the radiance effect house show in febuary and abandon kansas in march]. maybe three, if i end up putting one on in april. crazy.
rachelvirginia asked: i'm pretty much miserable all the time too. :(
i am going to college in several months and i don't want to be expected to stay in college. i don't want to be expected to spend this summer at home either. i don't want my family to be angry. i just want them to understand how i feel.
i am going to college in several months and i don't want to be expected to stay in college. i don't want to be expected to spend this summer at home either. i don't want my family to be angry. i just want them to understand how i feel.
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the Jesus that we're shouting in our neighbor's...
Jesus deliver us from our raging pride the things that we say we do in your name with all our vengeance, votes and picket signs and guns we put the love you came to bring to shame
“You don’t have to have a college degree to serve. You don’t have to make your...”
– MLK Jr. (via radicalnotions)
[thank you very much, mlk, for the encouragement today]
rachelvirginia asked: i'm pretty much miserable all the time too. :(
i am going to college in several months and i don't want to be expected to stay in college. i don't want to be expected to spend this summer at home either. i don't want my family to be angry. i just want them to understand how i feel.
i am going to college in several months and i don't want to be expected to stay in college. i don't want to be expected to spend this summer at home either. i don't want my family to be angry. i just want them to understand how i feel.
i'm a coward not a fighter
disguised as a lover.
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“I’ve noticed that when a Christian says “I’m so confused” it’s usually because...”
– Bill Johnson (via bombinabirdcage)
[stabbed me right in the heart, this did..]
“Courage is not the absence of fear, but rather the judgment that something else...”
– Edward Renaldi
“would i feel happy? would i feel sad? and then i realized, how many stupid times...”
– mia thermopolis